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Francine Caitlyn Chye
a.k.a. Hurricaine Fran
a.k.a. Fran the PCD
a.k.a. the happy bunny :D
<3
040889 (August baby!)
Crescent, ACJC, hocker
xoxo
If it's meant to be, it'll be(:
"And sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together"
don't think, just run
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Love's as good as Soma
Today's been a pretty good day. Actually, it's passed by pretty much in a blur. Chinese, break, Sour Spray!, GP laughlaughlaughs, break THREE!, Sour Spray!, bio, Sour Spray!, econs, Sour Spray!, geog, Sour Spray!, lit PNEUMATIC <3Aldous Huxley Hugmetilyoudrugmehoney ButJohn! Doyoulikeme,really? Whydidn'tyousayso! AGrammeisbetterthanaDamn SpendingisbetterthanMending, Sour Spray!
Spent after school in the vd chatting with the boys. Vishnu, Ian and Yangy crack me up. Haha.. JACK. Saw Toren and THIA for a while, then had a wonderfully meaningful conversation with Ian over our plans to TAKE OVER THE WORLD and eradicate all the poor people. "Pretty deep" HAHA. Haiq and Kao and Clare and the rest of the phy econs ssp people came down looking downright shagged and Mizzy was being an emo memo.. NOW I KNOW WHY.
Went to church after that. My heart stopped i think, at the entrance. I know i shouldn't have, but i kept glancing on my tippy toes, a little glimmer of hope, but you weren't there. As usual. And maybe that's a good thing because, just because. It was a nice mass tonight. I got to catch up slightly with Maine and saw Sharon Guan Zach Ian Matthew Krys and UNCLE. I dunno, i just wanna lift up everything to Him but it's not been easy.
Lord, i haven't been the best of people lately, sinking feelings have been getting me down and it's so hard to love when i don't want to. Lord, give me the strength to face what i've started, to not back down from what has been done, to not leave strings dangling. Lord, why is it that everytime i go out with what i had originally thought to be good intentions i only succeed in screwing everything i touch up? Lord i feel so helpless and alone, let me know You are near and holding me and loving me regardless of everything i've done and of my flaws and when i'm undeserving, ruined, horrible. Lord all i've ever wanted to be was to be an instrument of Your immense love, simply because You are love and i want to bring people to You. Help me to come back to the right path and to stop straying. You know how difficult it is for me not to succumb to temptations, to close a blind eye to everything i see, a reflection of my beautiful disasters. So Lord, guide my hand and my heart back where it is meant to be. And Lord, so many people are hurting in this world. I feel truly helpless amongst it all. Help me to alleviate their hurt, Lord, help me to let them know that i am here, that You are near. Help them through the trying periods in their lives because only You can heal their broken and troubled hearts. Just as i'm lifting up my loved ones to You, i give myself too. I know that this is not what You would have wanted of me, so mould me Lord, shape me by Your guiding hand. Amen.
-I don't deserve to be cried over
ex-oh, ex-oh
2:39 AM
